I’m not lonely.

Does that surprise you?

It surprises me.

I realized today that I’m not lonely. I feel a LOT of things, but lonely? No.

I feel my Abba talking to me. I feel the Holy Spirit moving me.

I know God’s become/becoming a good friend.

I find I’m trusting myself and trusting God and loving myself and loving God.

It feels good.

It’s unexpected.

A gift in the grief–

Yes, lots of things are terrible. Lots and lots of things are sad but HEY! AT LEAST I’M NOT LONELY!

It was quite a lovely realization when I realized it.

What would I do without a God who came to earth?