I’m not lonely.
Does that surprise you?
It surprises me.
I realized today that I’m not lonely. I feel a LOT of things, but lonely? No.
I feel my Abba talking to me. I feel the Holy Spirit moving me.
I know God’s become/becoming a good friend.
I find I’m trusting myself and trusting God and loving myself and loving God.
It feels good.
A gift in the grief–
Yes, lots of things are terrible. Lots and lots of things are sad but HEY! AT LEAST I’M NOT LONELY!
It was quite a lovely realization when I realized it.
What would I do without a God who came to earth?