Category Archives: Cancer

    I am an entirely different person. When I look back on 2015 I think who was that woman? Who was this person that encountered the greatest storm life could give her? I often think about that first day of school on September 8, 2015. It had been only 10 weeks since the sudden […]

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  There comes a point when people start feeling uncomfortable with your grief. You can see it in their veiled “just keep going” messages when they see you. But what if I can’t? What if I don’t want to? Through this whole “thing” of BJ dying lots of people have said the right thing. But […]

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  I’m not lonely. Does that surprise you? It surprises me. I realized today that I’m not lonely. I feel a LOT of things, but lonely? No. I feel my Abba talking to me. I feel the Holy Spirit moving me. I know God’s become/becoming a good friend. I find I’m trusting myself and trusting […]

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  On September 15, 2015, my friend Grace Smith gave birth to and met her son Cohen Micah Smith. He had died suddenly and unexpectedly in her womb. On September 15, 2015, my friend Katie Campbell, watched her young husband slip into a sleep and pass away after a long and brave battle with cancer. […]

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