Category Archives: Thoughts

  Everyone has moved on but the battle rages on. I miss him so, so much. My best friend of seven years. My husband of four. My everything. Gone. The battles rages on. The grief, the pain, the unbearable loss that is losing a spouse. Because losing a spouse is unique in that you’re losing […]

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  I went to a funeral this week. It was really sad. Lots of things made it sad. First, someone had died. Second, someone WAY TOO YOUNG died. Third, that someone was really, and I mean REALLY, amazing. Now that I’m thinking it through there were A LOT more reasons than that, But the point […]

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  A while back I was reading a devotional that prompted me to “Tell Jesus three things you appreciate about Him.” And while intellectually there was a LOT I could appreciate, I just WASN’T having it. I just was in a bad mood, and sad mood, and I wasn’t going to be all JESUS THANK […]

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  There comes a point when people start feeling uncomfortable with your grief. You can see it in their veiled “just keep going” messages when they see you. But what if I can’t? What if I don’t want to? Through this whole “thing” of BJ dying lots of people have said the right thing. But […]

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